Bf

wo!! its been a long time i've not update my blog.. lazy too... but den nothing really happen these few days in college.. come to my concern i realize there's getting more and more couple in tbs march intake ..... looking every one and each  of them 'pairing' together .. frankly  i do have tis thoughts of finding a bf for myself NOW!! sadly is still not the right timing yet... mayb is just not the time yet.. but hope tat d time tat i've scarifies will let me have a bf tat ill seduce for him... no la jus jk... i know ill nvr get a bf tat is as good as 'D24'.. haahaha *i like durian*!!! whatever it is i believe tat every one is destined together for a reason n 'blow off' an ages relationship for a reason too!!!!

happy to be back to college again... haha.. miss them lot !!!!

went for a movie after a boring lecture of b'nesse computing!!! watch 'dark night' it was bit scary where the part when *i forgotten wats tat guy's name* got burn!! yew

well really laugh lot today wit my frens !! 

took some photos but gotta wait for it to be uploaded!!

RESULTS!!!

yeah!!! pass every subject in my final... hahaha.. damm happy.. was worried about my bma but then i manage to pass it * i hate maths* 1 more day i can see u guys d.. miss u all very much man..

n next sem no maths hahaha... damm happy... but den got b'nesse computing.. as i say i'm a computer freak... haih.. nvm la jus try my best... 

for those who pass all subject- CONGRATULATIONS!!!! 

i'm gonna check my result again.. scare i'll c it wrongly... c ya!!! 

ZARA

bad day today!!!! went mid-valley with u zhing, wiL, hewzhen, hery... haih suppose to be very happy gossiping with them... but then i've made a stupidest , dummest , ha ya... just stupid thing tat i've done first itme in my life la... was so pissed off!!!  ok i bought a purple cardigan today at zara, then went to toilet n i hang tat stupid small plastic bag behind the wall.. my mom call n i went out quickly without taking tat zara thingy .. until we went to topshop then only my memory flash back.. i ran bak n there goes my cardigan.. GONE!!!! 

hesitate for long time whether i should buy bak the cardigan o not cos i've been searching it for ages.. wanted to buy it but is always a few hundred for a cardigan... so i decided to buy bak the cardigan... is all my mom's fault..hahaha.. so i went bak n ask her to pay me bak the money.. she ask me y i jus say -

(inside the car)

me: ma give me 50 dollars

mom: for wat???

me: today went out got ppl do donation so i donate 50... now my heart pain!!! ma.....plsss.... u don give me 50 dollars later i got heartache need to go hospital then u have to pay 50 dollars but add a few more 0!!

mom: tis is ur problem where got ppl  small kid donate 50 dollars wan??? donate to boutique shop got la.. u donate??? haha ... u inside my stomach 9 months u thought i don know wat u did al???

me:stare at her *scare*

mom: u sure go buy shirt la buy d heart pain wanna claim money from me..

me:( inside my heart- *phew* , i thought she know i loss d cardigan.. if she knows it im dead )

me: hehe...how u know al????

mom: cos last time i did the same thing too to ur dad!!

me n my dad: *laugh till dead*

maybe tat purple cardigan is jus not destined to be my cloth.. everything happens for a reason... so jus let me learn a lesson from today's incident la!!!

 

Dreaming with a broken heart.....

if i knew this would be the ending at the first hand i would have given up earlier... but then i realize it wasn't easy to do that- "giving up" 

i'm not a fortune teller i can't predict, i can't see the future scene of us, i can't calculate when are we gonna meet up again someday and realize our heart still beats fast when we meet each other, i can't guess whether the sake of us knowing each other right from the beginning was a right move??? and i can't .... tell maybe we are much more happier if we didn't meet up???

i'm not a psychologist, which i don know what are u thinking while u kept quiet, i can't read ur mind all the time as well as ur heart, i may guess it right sometimes on what u r thinking but tat is all the help of my 'six sense'. i don't know how to play those tricky relationship games with u..and i don't know the ache from my heart is because i knew it from the beginning that ill never get u but giving up is not easy  because of those fake hopes, fake gaze, fake 'words' tat u've misunderstood me... o is it because i knew that at the end for all the tears that i've scarifies in return is the pain that will cause a deep scare in my heart for ages

but i am a day dreamer tat builds lots of beautiful moment in the air... dreaming one day ill get a chance to see the way u sleep while sitting beside u, even thought is just a few seconds moment... dreaming one day something sad happen and u will come to me and cry into my arms n ill have a chance to hug u gently with my heart that was as pain as urs .. dreaming one day ill meet up the guy tat ill be with for the rest of my life without making my heart ache ... dreaming one day i get to pray hard every day for 'future you'...  but these was jus me tat dreaming with a broken heart... sometimes i find dreaming is a scary thingy especially sweet dreams as it usually turns the other way round.. but recently i find that maybe day dream is also a way to make our life much more happier as we mostly be happier when we dream things tat are not realistic!!! but is all wit a broken heart!!!! n waking up is the hardest part!!!

a song tat recently heard:

" dreaming with a broken heart" by john mayer , which i think is a not bad song!!!

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY HERY!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TZE HUEY!!!
i realize this month lots of my fren's birthday.... haih frens gotta remind u all mine is COMING !!! don 4get hahah... n huey i still owe u a present!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRENSSS!!!!

HAPPY 18th  BIRTHDAY GUAN WEI!!!!

                                                     cake from bread story!!!


                                                                  ' yummy!!!' 

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hahahahaha........... finals OVER!!! as in really over happy but worried too.. worried i cant get through my 1st sem.... pray hard to let me get through this sem.... gonna post up pic of me where my fren snap it ... b4 maths test an after maths test *stress*!!!! 

o ya HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUAN WEI!!!! jus came bak from sunway pyramid hav brunch wit class mate in 'kim gary' after tat go 'chiong k' lol.... really hav fun today... felt released after a whole week of test ... n now i'm gonna enjoy my HOLIDAYS!!! hav fun guyz..*tbs march intake*!!!